Yes, I did it

Today i have done the unthinkable!


I have collected all the porn on my laptop into one folder, and pressed shift+delete :( Oh my goodness 5GB of free space! what to do what to do! But i still have my stash of DVD's in some dark corner at my place, i'll deal with those on my return Even that one last emergency one i will get rid off! Well its something that i have been trying to do for the longest time evee. Having been hooked for such a long time, i'm already suffering withdrawal sympotms! Any Pornoholics Anonymous meetings out there?

This is a decision that i have made after i discovered that with each passing year, i'm becomming dumber and dumber! I'm not as sharp as i used to be! No one calls me a genious any more! An dfurthermore i just did some work interviews that i was not with it in all the simplest of questions. Though my good looks and smooth talk did put me in the top :) The thing is my quest for knowledge has been wanting in the last few years. Sure i learn a few new things here and ther, but all these i stumbled upon, i did not actively go and look out for it. They do say that the brain is a muscle that needs exersice, and if you don't use it, you gonna loose it.

Well it came to me tha i spend all the free time that i have watching my colletion of porn. Thats a whole lot of time. I'm an addict! Websites, dvd's, you name it, been there done that. And you know what else follows. I do not even have a book to read! Porn really is a dangerous form of entertainment. It can take control of your life like a hurricane and leave you totally destroyed, you and your surroundings. I googled 'effects of porn' and of course a myriad of websites all showing the ill effects excessive use of porn. Violent sexual behavious was pronounced in all of them. Well i do not think i will become a rapist cause of what i've been watching, but it has taken quite a sizebale amount of my time that cannot be regained and has put me at somewhat of a disadvantage.

So no more whining about porn, i just took action. DELETE. I will then replace all that time that i have left free (read 4 hours daily) reading a really good book, or blog, or website... and stick to real life eye candy, and maybe i will be on TV being honored for a bright idea!