D Day

Butterflies in the stomach cannot describe what I am feeling right now!

Today i will have the first date with the man that i am infatuated with. We have met before, but that was in the presence of others. Since then we have been texting each other, calling each other and thinking about each other. Its been exciting, having someone to give sweet nothings to. But today we meet. Just the two of us. Will the oomph still be there? Is he still as hot as i remember? Am i still as hot as he remembers?

Dating is such a stressful activity as time catches up with you. I rememmber when i was still young, it was so simple because the older guys had to do all the work. Now that I am the older guy, I have to do all the work. Too many questions are in my mind as I prepare to meet him: what shall we talk about, how do I look, how does he look, shall he meet my expectations, shall I meet his expectaions, what is the difference between me and all the others before me, is he the One?

I am excited to meet him, bit I wish that this day can be 40 hrs long. Then i'd have the patience to deal with this anxiety.

Wherever the wind blows, its fine with me. Live life is my motto. So I will go and meet him, and see where it goes!!